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May. 18th, 2011

smoking girl with hat


Goodbye depression & non existing social life!

One day left before I can breathe again. And maybe then everything is going to be better. :)

May. 5th, 2011

Coco Rocha Heart

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Goood... life can suck soo much right?

May. 20th, 2010

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Tomorrow I have one exam and then my 5-day-holidays start. The parents are out of the country and the party can start... if there would be a party :( Probably not.. my friends and I are not that popular and my home should never ever ever again look like it did last summer.. uaagh. I feel with the cleaners. :)
Nice weekend my people.. =D

Apr. 23rd, 2010

Coco Rocha Heart

Writer's Block: Sunday in the park with ____?

If you could hang out with any fictional character for a whole day, who would you choose, and why?

That's a good question ;) I think I would choose Rusty Ryan because he's hot, he's fun and I definitely wouldn't get hungry. :D

Apr. 18th, 2010

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Sunday evening rambling

Today is the 18th April and I want to loose 8.8 lbs. I really want my dreambody back :(. And I don't know how to loose weight. Because it has to happen soon. I am going crazy here.


Apr. 11th, 2010

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Going to Brighton

It's Sunday evening and I am hungover (Saturday is party night *wuuhuu*) and depressed because tomorrow is a school day but I just got the coolest news! I am going to Brighton this summer! That's so great because I just love to speak in different languages and then I can work on my English. Is anybody of you from Brighton? How is the weather there?

Apr. 7th, 2010

Coco Rocha Heart

My favourite Quotes

Cause the house always wins. Play long enough, you never change the stakes. The house takes you. Unless, when that perfect hand comes along, you bet and you bet big, then you take the house. Ocean's 11, Danny Ocean

Apparently, he's got a record longer than my... well, it's long. Ocean's 11, Linus Caldwell

"I hope you were the groom..." Ocean's 11, Rusty when Danny comes out of jail
"Ted Nugent called, he wants his shirt back..." Ocean's 11, Danny Ocean

I'm not gonna die in a hospital where the nurses aren't even hot. Supernatural, Dean


Apr. 6th, 2010

Coco Rocha Heart

The ten secrets of abdundant happiness

Yesterday I was really sad and depressed about some stupid guy I try to forget (like that could ever happen) and my mom gave me a little book named "The ten secrets of Abundant Happiness". It's from Adam Jackson and really really great.
At first I didn't even want to open it because it's a book and if chocolate can't make me happy than I couldn't believe this little book would help. But then I started to read and there was this young man whose car broke down and this old chinese guy who talked about happiness and ten secrets and I couldn't stop reading.

So, really, if you feel down or even if your happy this book is awesome. It makes you realize that you have to do something for your happiness and that's so true! I didn't even notice that I was only waiting to be happy until I read this book. And now I understand that you have to get up and live your life. ;)

Mar. 31st, 2010

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Coffee for every moment <3

First, let's make something clear: I am a coffee addict. And so it happens that today I realized that there is coffee for like every situation in life!

In the mornings, just after I get up and decide that maybe this day could be the best day of my life (I mean everyday something unexpected could happen, right?)  I drink a very big cup of milky coffee with lot of sugar in it and then I feel ready for the day, you know! :D

Then just before midday I drink a coffee without sugar. That's better I guess because I like my tooth and even if they'll get yellow eventually, I really don't like the dentist.

After my lunch I drink one with the family, in summer I preffer ice-coffee with lots of vanilla ice and cream and in winter there's this cool cinnamon powder that's just delicious. Of course there also have to be cookies or chocolate or something sweet.

In the afternoons you should try and drink black coffee (that's the full coffee taste, awesome if you get used to it) and maybe decaf because too much coffee actually makes you tired or it makes your heart go boom boom boom and that's frightening, let me tell you.   

And in the evenings before you go to a party (if you decide to stay at home and want to go to bed early than you should think twice about drinking coffe, some people can't sleep and that's frustrating, I guess) I would go for espressos, maybe three (not too much, I read that if you drink vodka and ,mix it with redbull it's dangerous for your heart (because of the caffeine).

And if anybody read till here then I can congratulate you: you're officially crazy, thanks.


Mar. 26th, 2010

Smoking girl with coffee


Hey guys!
I'm starting this now and because I'm a confused girl who desperately needs an happy moment right now, I'm starting this with a question about happiness.

So, in my opinion you can be "normal-happy" and you can be "I-have-to-scream-or-else-I'm-exploding-happy". I guess it's not so difficult to be happy from time to time but being unbelievable happy does not happen too often. But ..., there are moments in this life, that make you sooo fucking happy! Tell me about yours?

My "I-can't-believe-that-I'm-ever-going-to-be-sad-again-happy-moments" is definitely:
  •  It's summer and my parents are away for one week. They just said their goodbyes and  after half an hour I finally get it: I'm really absolutely alone! And that's awesome and I start to think about home parties and fun. There is this fantastic feeling in your stomach like when your drunk and everything's spinning. I make myself an ice tea and sit in the garden, where I can relax in the sun. Then I smoke a cigarette and listen to music that makes me feel good. I can't really describe this feeling but for me that's not only happiness, it's more.